Hurts like F*ck

Tuesday, 22 June 2010

You are hurting me. Why can't you just leave me alone! Then I won't have to keep hoping. My heart soars just to fall down again and hit floor with twice the force.

It hurts. This is not a game. Quit playing games with my heart.

Man, I'm cheesy.

Emo

Without being emo:

You blow hot-cold

You're insecure

You don't have what it takes to understand me

You don't deserve me

Nobody's Fool

You asked me to do that contest together with you, and when I said yes, you pulled away.

You'd call me, and tell me I was the last in your list.

You'd share a laugh with me, then share it with everyone else.

You'd say you love me, then turn around and say it to someone else.

She was special before I came. Then I came, and I took her place. Now another one appears, and she is me. Now I'm nothing.

Just admit it. I'm nothing to you but you like me stringing along. I've got news for you. I'm nobody's fool. I'd rather be lonely than suffer a broken heart. Again.

I Won't Be

I'm angry at you because I feel vulnerable. I know you won't be there, the minute I turn around and say yes. Your heart will turn into stone and then you'll throw mine onto the floor. To you, I'm just something you keep around to feel secure. I won't be another of your toys.

You're so stupid. Because

All I really wanna do is love you,
A kind much closer than friends use

And all I really want for you is to feel me,
As the feeling inside keeps building

But I won't find my way to you. Even if it kills me. Because you don't care. You aren't ready. We could have been great. But you aren't ready.

Maybe there's a life I'll miss in case I'm wrong. But what makes you think you're worth me waiting around for you? Did you ever ever make it clear to me you'd like me to? No, because you want me to hang around you like I'm another of your toys.

I can give so much if only you'd see I could be the one. But you can't and I won't stand around and wait until you do. I'll be gone.